I’ve spent a lot of my life fixating upon dead heroes, which
means, as we turn into October, I’m entering my favorite other-worldly season. (Maybe “hero” isn’t quite the word, but “famous
historical personalities” is unwieldy.) Richard III came into my life early, just
pre-teen, via a discarded paperback, “The Daughter of Time” by Josephine Tey,
fished from a wastebasket in the lounge of a 1950’s Barbados hotel. For some reason, this mystery story about a
man whose chosen motto was “Loyalty Binds Me” and whose reputation had been unjustly
blackened, started an obsessive fire in my brain which is, even 50 some years later,
burning hotter than ever.
Richard started life in 1452, which is a long time ago—560 years
at Fotheringhay Castle now nothing more than a heap of earth where the original
motte and bailey stood.
As you can
see from the picture, 500+ years without a caretaker doesn’t leave much behind! Richard Plantagenet was born on
October 2, which makes him a Libra. If the Tudor spin doctors are to be believed,
he was a seriously out of balance child of this supremely balanced heavenly sign.
If the skeleton just recovered proves to be that of the King, it appears he did have a
deformity, scoliosis, which would have caused one shoulder
to be carried high. He only lived
thirty-two years, but he (or his evil shadow) has left quite a mark on World
Consciousness via Shakespeare’s popular blood-and-thunder melodrama.
This blog is not about King Richard, though. It’s about time, of which
we humans don’t get a large slice. (I’ve been flailing around more than twice
as long as this particular dead hero but have made not a jot of difference to the
greater world.) Still, King Richard, his
fair wife, Anne Neville, and others of that bloody late medieval cousinage have
been wandering about, arguing, loving and fighting in the theater of my consciousness since childhood.
When the excavation in that Leicester car park came up with a skeleton--scoliosis,
battle wounds, and all—it restarted the whole royal parade, complete with banners
and drums, inside my mind. More than that, images of the past come bleeding out, a moving
picture of antique glory superimposed upon the ordinariness of daily life. I
feel closer to these semi-imaginary dead than I do to my neighbors. After
all, these haunted royal shadows have been the constant companions of my chronically uprooted life, from tropical beaches to Cornish
cliffs and all the way to this present slough of suburban senior despond. I wonder if, when I'm old and losing what's left of mind, those companionable ghosts will stand by my bed, extend their hands to me.
Juliet Waldron
Coming soon from Second Wind Publishing: Roan Rose
What a lovely intro to my favorite month. It perfectly matches the mood of a true Libra - always seeking balance, endlessly.
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