On the list of the first Mayflower’s passengers, I am an
unnamed servant to John Carver. Then I become Francis Eaton’s second wife. Call
me Tempest, for I was a storm in their blood. The Pilgrim fathers needed me to
sate their carnal appetites, while they pampered the wives they hoped would
give them children with pedigrees.
We had been there in New Plimouth for one narrow, pinched
year of scraping the ground, carrying logs on our backs, cleaning the linens of
the dead. And then we had the feast.
Eaton’s child had not yet stretched my belly big enough for
the men to see, but I knew he was inside me. My first male child, my salvation,
the surety of marriage into the pilgrim clan. My prayers of thanks were all for
the lust of Francis Eaton and the fertility of his loins. While his first wife
lay dying he had paid Carver for a turn between my legs. Since Carver’s seed
had never taken, I knew this child was Eaton’s. Soon he would know about that
too.
But I was still a servant at the feast. On the second night,
I was at the edge of the firelight minding the large kettle when I saw her for
the first time. A cold moon cast silver patches into the forest, and one glint
caught the shape of her head. Her shape took its form out of the blackness, her
eyes glinted red in the firelight.
A movement from her lips sucked the air from my throat
before I could scream, and her hand made a circle and some corners in the air.
A trembling warmth started from my feet and traveled up my body. This strange vibration reached the top of my
head and traveled back down, making a slow turn around my womb before racing
back down into the earth.
The she-devil smiled at me, an old Indian witch with wild
grey hair. I was awed by the power she commanded, but not afraid. The voyage,
the deaths, the rapes, the corpses may have put me beyond fear of anything, but
I knew this witch was not going to kill me. She and I were cut from the same
cloth.
We were cunning women and survivors.
That was the second day of the Feast of Thanksgiving in the New
World. On the third day, Massassoit’s
men brought two huge deer into the village. Of course it was expected that I
would prepare the beasts for roasting. I sharpened my master’s knife for the
thousandth time and slit the belly of the buck. As I scooped out the entrails,
an overwhelming nausea brought bile to my throat, and I fell to my knees. There
was a flash at the corner of my eye. A brown hand holding a black stone
appeared before me and began to slice through muscle and tendon as if it were butter.
I did not need to turn my head to know it was her. The black blade had a red
glow deep within its glassy surface. With shaking hands I continued the work by
her side.
When I turned to open the doe’s soft belly, I looked into
the Grandmother’s face for the first time. Fine lines traced the crow’s feet of
a happy youth at the edges of her eyes. Deep furrows made steady paths across
her forehead, she had known much fear and worry, but the firm unwrinkled jut of
her chin bespoke a courage that had never admitted defeat. Her eyes burned into
mine, as I had expected they would, but I pulled the curtain across my mind
before she could scry me. Her dark face registered a moment of surprise before
she pushed my shoulder, speaking softly but very sternly in words that had no
meaning to me; however, I knew to stop all movement and await her permission to
move again. In a single slashing motion, she split the deer from breast to anus
and scooped the uterus from the animal with her left hand. Holding the tiny
fetus toward the sun, she chanted rapidly and carried it a small distance into
the trees. When she returned, she grunted and pulled my hand toward the doe. We
finished dressing the deer in silence. Before she turned to leave, she held a
small piece of liver to my mouth and motioned to me to eat it. I swallowed it
quickly. She nodded and was gone.
I knew she was my ally, then. I did not see her again for
five long months. By then she would be the only person on this earth I wanted
to see.
Okay--where have you been hiding this, LJ? It's GREAT. I'm sure this is as wonderful as anything in "A Discovery of Witches." :)
ReplyDeleteOooooh Thank you! Tempest appeared,shortly after ___, quite suddenly. She is a book, as is her daughter's and - well, we shall see. I 'll be reading a lot about the time period. Around here as well. I'm very excited. Cartwheels excited.
ReplyDeleteLovely when they come to you like that! The dark side of the Puritans--and we always knew they had one.
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